All that I want is nothing in the end

I close my eyes and open my heart
my hands reach out of my heart and find a rope
I pull as hard as I can and reach the end
I find all that I wanted
with both arms I hold all that I wanted so tight...
cannot believe the joy and happiness within

I open my eyes and there's nothing out there
Out there, there's nothing
absoloutly nothing
nothing whatsoever...

Sahar Bahiraei